At 5/18/08 09:53 PM, kill343guiltyspark wrote:
DVS, I have no idea why you complain so much. You're one of the most intelligent and mature people to ever brush this club since I've led it, and as you can read from page 44 back, there wasn't exactly a great sense of intelligence back then either. You make yourself out to be a waste of time and oxygen, but as I sit and read your posts I question what makes you think such self-defficient thoughts.
Do you really view me as someone who is very successful on what they do best?
I think I know you from before. You may know me from other clubs that I am in. You may be one of the few that has experienced what I can do best. I thank you if you have the will to fight against such bandwagons and fully notice what true talent really is. I thank anyone who realize true talent as a performance on stage, not a performance on merchandise. You know that I am the real deal, right?
Let's say people have no patience! I am extremely capable for creating "masterpieces", but it takes a hell of a lot of time (years) to complete it. While those arrogant jerks keeps getting better and more recognizable, I can here struggling to even perfect my work! It is something I do best, and yet no one dares to even notice, as if I am not sexy image worth looking. They can never fully realize who I am really am, who they are dealing with!
At 5/18/08 10:34 PM, Mizox wrote:
I think something in his past must have turned him emo, or it could be a chemical imbalance in his brain, whatever the cause, he needs an ego boost
How would you like to feel to become extremely gifted in the past, only to recently realized someone with your talent becoming "better" than you for some unknown reason? How would you like it if of decades of experience on an ability best at, you can't even become better than a someone 10 years younger than you? How would feel if there is no one in this world can define you as something with great talent or influential to them, as if you are treated as a ghost? Everyday, I feel like what I explained! Am I forever cursed to never have my true potential reveal to everyone and for my progress to be ignored?
Such blind idiots rely too much on the people who gain attention or is a celebrity. They all believe no one can become better than them. They all worship as if it is required. Above all, they believe I cannot consider to be a pro if I cannot surpass them. Such fools to worship something whom to only be praised. Those arrogant jerks may appear friendly and supportive when they are around public or fans, but the reality is they care more if you do not concentrate on other great talents and always let them down.
If you don't believe me, I will give you a pop quiz. The end of the world is near, but there are space pods that takes anyone into a safer planet. These pods, however, are a few and only good for transporting important people. Every pods are full except one, but one problem is there is room for one. Out of the two, which one should be saved and which one should perish with the world: Dark_Volcano_Sam or Tom Fulp?
Trust me when I say "I have a long experience with these people". Out of the population, it appears that I am the only one who is not gullible. There is no use to pull off petty tricks!
I do wonder if I ever become influential. Have I live only to realized there is no point for me to live at all? Just who dares to remember me? You have no problems remembering something well-known than someone unknown who has uncanny abilities. I cannot tolerate on why am I gifted if no one dares to believe that!
So rely me: am I lying to myself? There is a possibility that I do not exist at all. I am always cursed to understand other only to never be understand by them. Unless attitudes from society has changed, I will remain as everyone's assumption to me--a pathetic failure who deserves to die. If it continues, it looks like they are winning this war.
Want to give me an "ego boost"? Define what makes me special than those well-known people of the Internet, or at least NG. Define why I am never biological rubbish who is taking all of the space. Define how would I influence society if I was never been conceived (yeah, that whole "It's a Wonderful Life"). Define that there is hope for my abilities to served for the greater good and become an inflence. Define what really makes me special, except my name (no one can tell who "Dark_Volcano_Sam" is in comparison to some famous names). Well, can you do it?