I never understood how people could have something so terrible happen to them and just tell people, let everyone know about it, I'm not a fighter, so if someone knew things about me and used it against me, idk if I could ever take that. Marvel vs Capcom 2 is getting a rerelease and everyone loves it, I see the game everywhere now, what was a special thing between me and my dad is now everywhere, me and him dont have the best relationship but, its comforting to see people talk about the game, I was wrong to never tell anyone about that. last week I had a opportunity to work for a tattoo parlor. make something of my art unlike my dad who did nothing with it, owner said to bring in a portfolio, he- barley looked at my work and said "you have talent" and told me they would consider me, I knew he was lying that he just did not care in the slightest, because he never asked for my information, looked through me like a ghost and interrupted any word I had, to talk to his friends, I went home and threw up and really have not been able to sleep since. Right now I'm working on a manga "Burn it all" something I Really Really Fucking care about but- you know if that doesn't work out then- i dont know what ill do. and I dont have anyone to work with, on this project so its rough knowing if I'm doin it right. I have to do better, but I also cant let go of myself so you know, how do people do that? if you're reading this thinking I'm saying all this to get my art frontpage you can fuck off because you're absolute right- I could- well I really need that right now. but yeah if you read all this- get a life lmao.