Sorry but I have to say this
MAMAHUEVO
that's it continue with your day people

Here, I think you might need this:

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLf_tfDGY947xyPFejliW9r9kMSi1XC6eC

I don't know if this will help you in any way, I'm sharing this for you to see if it will make any changes with your current lifestyle. It's up to you if you want to follow it or how you'll use it in your life.

Like others, I can’t act like I know what your going through exactly but I’m glad your here. There are a lot of people that care about you even when you think they don’t. Things do get better, even when it doesn’t seem like it. I wish the best for you.

I'm sorry if I'm distracting you, but I also have a question for you. What inspires you to draw at all and do you have constant motivation? Also, the question concerns your mental state, how do you feel when you realize that you have become quite a significant person here? I apologize again for distracting you!

Anticipating Senor Huevo's grand return to the spotlight very soon.

Also the tonal shift on page 3.. damn. Best wishes to ya. World's a fuckin shithole, ain't no way I'm gonna deny that, but you can always keep going. Explore yourself, express yourself, learn to accept your faults and pursue what you want. Never back down or be pressured to do stuff you don't wanna do. I promise you there's a version of you out there who's living a happy and healthy life, you just gotta go look for them.
Hope that helped, at least a lil. Ya got this :)