Dear Darkin, it's been a long time since I wrote to you, how is your wife? For my part, honestly, I'm feeling bad, really bad, the future scares me and nothing makes sense anymore, I remember the times we spent together and the friendship we had, everything was so simple, and we didn't really care about anything, we were just free, but now, I was wrong to have sent you to hell, you have always been self-destructive and wanted to go beyond the limits and I have never understood you on that level, but with what I have experienced, I tell myself that there is no difference between us, I still hate you, but deep down... I think of you quietly... maybe if the opportunity arises... we could talk like before? And if you told me to fuck off for what I did to you, I would understand, I just needed to talk, take care of yourself my bastard, your friend - Victor

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