I made this song sometime in April of 2021. It's about being alone.

Lyrics:

In a certain point of time

I'm always kept aside

They never want to take my side

They hate how I'm still alive

I'm begging to some figure that doesn't exist

In a place where people usually take a piss

I'm dissolutional thinking they'd help me

In the end they're the ones who failed me

I know something is wrong

When no one cares or sees me fall

The biggest clown of them all

Was me all along

It's harder than they think

I don't belong

A nuisance that peaks

Over a balcony to fall

The biggest clown of them all

Was me all along

It's like there's a language barrier

Without it I might be happier

I try to speak like them

I try to act like them

I try to be like them

In the end, my attempts were futile

My tones and poses didn't fit their even style

The cringe is too much for them

My voice is so annoying to them

I know something is wrong

When no one cares or sees me fall

The biggest clown of them all

Was me all along

It's harder than they think

I don't belong

A nuisance that peaks

Over a balcony to fall

The biggest clown of them all

Was me all along