This song took a couple days to make.
This is gonna be my first hyper pop based song since I am kind of getting over my anxiety with my vocals and stuff. I really want to start expressing more emotion in my music, and the only way I'm going to be able to do that is with vocals.
In this song I mostly just sing/talk about cutting ties with toxic friends and a crappy relationship I had a while back. And also about how the things I regret are things that I've made myself think and let control me, rather than what I had done to others.
The song is made with a free guitar sample that I found as the basis. And I built chords with an electric piano, a melody with a pluck, a pluck type bass, a hyper saw chord, some drums, and finally vocals. I made everything besides the guitar loop. (just thought I should clarify that)
The cover art is a picture of a cow that I took while in the car. I also edited it with my phone because I kind of like the aesthetic of it, but also I don't pay for adobe anymore, so yea...
I wanted to convey a kind of bittersweet emotion. Being more melodic and slow in the down-time of the song, and then being more fast-paced in the louder parts.
Once again I just really want to start doing vocals and showing more emotion. I just figured that I might as well try vocals and whether people like it or not is not really of my concern. I just want to kind of do my own thing since this is kind of like my therapy in a way.
But anyways, I hope you enjoy this song like I enjoyed making it :3
Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.
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