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a history of insecurity

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UPDATE 2/2/24: NOW AVAILABLE ON MY NEWEST ALBUM, IN BED!!!!

https://littlbox.bandcamp.com/album/in-bed


DOC: October-November 2022, with some remixing/re-recording March 2023


Wrote this one when I was at a low point and was listening to a lot of Bjork. A sadder song than I'm accustomed to writing, but I'm happy with how this one turned out. The words still ring true most days.


Special thanks to The Peak for inspiration to sound electronic. Beep beep boop bop.


Lyrics:

The green light went red violently

The quiet went dead silently


i don't wanna be

just another cautionary tale

in a history of insecurity


how the weight of your brain can bring you down

can bring you down

can make you drown


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Those chord progressions are nasty (as in really good) and the voices make me so uncomfortable but I can't stop listening

I like it!

This touches the soul my friend, love your sounds and the voice effect fits so beautifully with your voice

this is a sonic gem for all who listen.
grateful to have some little part in this new exploration for you

Such a peaceful song for rough subject matter.
It gets better bro, don't worry.

littlbox responds:

Haha thanks! I'm not usually this angsty (or I try not to be). :)

Nya

Credits & Info

Listens
2,845
Faves:
21
Downloads
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Votes
28
Score
4.49 / 5.00

Uploaded
Mar 22, 2023
2:20 PM EDT
Genre
Experimental
File Info
Song
7.9 MB
3 min 27 sec

Licensing Terms

Please contact me if you would like to use this in a project. We can discuss the details.