Context: This songs got a story fr. Basically I got played by some girl and although it didn't hurt me and stuff I wanted to make a song about it. If your reading this just know this. Find a mature women and don't be afraid to drop a girl, don't make my mistake because it sucks.

Anyways, song arrangement: I basically found a sample in my files that I liked and chopped it up into something unique. There's a piano like usual, an 808, drums and all that good stuff. Also I found some other little sound effects I had and chopped them up and stuff. I tried to go for a more unique flow and all that good stuff. I really wanted to make the song longer cause I for real could have made so much more lyrics, but nobody wants to listen to like an 8 minute song so yeahhh... I don't know, maybe I'll make an album soon just for funsies so I can get more stuff off my chest.

I really hope you dig this song and if you do it'll be on Spotify in a few days! If you don't like it then tell me why though (be constructive) .

Also, this time I'll put the lyrics. Figured maybe it'd be nice in case some things I say in the song are unclear.

(Hook)

Damn, we were workin' but

now my heart is hurtin'

I'm still caught up on love

Wonder why I give a fuck uh

Cause we don't work and uh

your heart ain't worth it uh

You tried to set me up

But don't know I don't give a fuck uh-

(Verse)

No I don't give a fuck

girl your not number one I'm

packin' my baggage up

One time to many times you fucked up

Its sad but

I'm stuck uh

Stuck I'm livin' dumb

Stuck on pills and fake trust fuck

Damn

On fake trust

Uncover what's left

Of my heart

Wipe off the dust

Emotions feel numb

Cause there's no one to love

That's what gets the best of us

Tryin' way to hard to love

(Hook)

Damn, we were workin' but

now my heart is hurtin'

I'm still caught up on love

Wonder why I give a fuck

Cause we don't work and uh

your heart ain't worth it uh

You tried to set me up

But don't know I don't give a fuck uh-

(Bridge?)

Its not that I never cared no no

But I changed

And you changed it's to apparent

No love could repair this no

Lets go

(Verse)

Am I coping?

Or this plan C?

These people lie

Don't understand me

5th time I been stabbed in the back see

I can't stand this

Pain in my heart bleed

But karma get's its way

That's how I find my peace

And she'll run back

When she wanna get a piece

Never beg for love again

Its not made for me

Why savor bad tastes, idiocrasies

Hypocrisy's

Their stopping me

In my tracks

It bothers me

But I'm a whole new man

Stop holdin' me

Yeah I got new plans

Play accordingly

Cause I let thieves in my house

Took it all without a doubt

Its my fault

Nothing to cry about

Now I'm alone

Nobody hittin' my phone

Stuck at home

With nowhere to go

This book won't close

So I'll write till I'm gone

I'll sing these songs

To fill up my heart

Fill my lungs with air

Another nightmare

thought I'd died(that's the title)

But no they don't care

This song too long

So I'll wrap it up

But girl just know I never gave a fuck

I hope you hurt and karma stabs your guts

Never the same again but it was fun

(Outro)

It wasn't really, like, fun I guess

I just kind of said that cause it would rhyme I'm not gonna lie, yeah

She was a bitch, really

Had me stressed the whole time, shit like

I'm never gonna be the same, but

it is what it is man, its alright

move on