My first ever song I've finished. It has many flaws but I'm still quite proud of it. Always liked dark themes and wanted to start with something like that.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

I don't fucking know

I just wanna go

The only place is home

I'd rather be alone

"Why?", can't you tell?

I'm really not feeling well

My confidence just fell

In my head it's like hell

I try to mitigate

Get home before it's late

They tell me to wait

I'll die at this rate

Not gonna lie

I'm not a tough guy

Before I start to cry

It's time to say goodbye

[Chorus]

Everything is overwhelming

Nothing's really fixing that

Tried some crying, but no denying

The thoughts will always come back

Looking for the silver lining

Is that something I lack?

I can't believe I'm always running

What else am I good at?

[Verse 2]

I don't fucking know

How I got so low

Putting up a show

In front of every soul

Looking like dead

I'll have to leave the set

Don't know what's been said

Am I really going deaf?

My brain isn't working

Always overthinking

I feel like I am sinking

Drowning by drinking

There's a long sigh

While I look at the sky

Before I say hi

It's time to say goodbye

[Chorus]

Everything is overwhelming

Nothing's really fixing that

Tried some crying, but no denying

The thoughts will always come back

Looking for the silver lining

Is that something I lack?

I can't believe I'm always running

What else am I good at?

[Bridge]

"Sorry about this"

"Don't take it personally"

"I uhm..."

"Let's just see another time, alright?"

[Chorus]

Everything is overwhelming

Nothing's really fixing that

Tried some crying, but no denying

The thoughts will always come back

Looking for the silver lining

Is that something I lack?

I can't believe I'm always running

What else am I good at?

[Outro]

Everything is overwhelming

Nothing's really fixing that

I can't believe I'm always running

What else am I good at?