Wow i didn't really think much about this song, it seemed kinda chaotic and experimental, like a sketch more than anything, but your description really puts it into perspective. I think producing music is always a way to put abstract sensations that are hard to describe into something people can sort of understand, that's what it often is for me.
Does the long tail represent something specific? or is that just a style choice, because i noticed it in your other songs as well.