22 days from now 2024 will officially be 2025. Now that we are a hair away from literally half the 2020s decade. We have seen both some amazing things as well as some horrible. But like every passing year we often wonder the following question. "Was it all for nothing?" In my case as much as I hated much of the crap I went through over the past year. Mostly in the real world, I wouldn't trade it for the world, because I was somehow able to find at worst minor silver linings and at best making the actual best out of bad situations.

For example while I wasn't holding my breath over I still can't believe that I managed to get my music featured on a Newgrounds Game or a Youtube Video respectfully. Two of many forms of media I hope to have my work featured. Granted I would have preferred my initial goal of a financial success, but the fact I was able to get on there without relying on money, but simply having people love my work is a power on it's own. It separates me from even the richest most powerful musicians in the world.

This song both is lamenting and praising the struggles I went through this year and a vow. That if I managed to make it through the next year then things may get even better.

Also while it wasn't my intention, this song gives me serious Lavender Town Vibes.