It really is gettin' a bit stressful living back home since I have no where elseto live. This whole house is full of dope smoking teens all day every day. At any given point there's 10 people here all stoned beyond belief. I just miss the home this place used to be I guess.

Thanks to nietzlawe for the beat

Livin' here... It's just getting' so hard
I can't even hear myself think anymore
In the middle of all this crazy shit.
Sometimes I wonder why this is all happening to me
But I'm determined to pull myself outta here...
No matter what it takes.

Chorus

So when we...
Try and stop all the ways that we live
Do we...?
Stop for casual shit talkin' kids
Can we...
Plot another way without raisin' glocks
And then...
Start thinkin' about our time on the clock
So when...?
Can the system finally be cleansed
So then...
Could we be destined to defense
Defend...
This broken world at its end...
Defend...

Verse 1

So I walk in the door I aint talkin' no more
So the clock is tic tocin' as I'm layin' on the floor
Go and pick a toxin' poppers poppin' when you are bored
Pain stoppin' mental blocks what do I do this shit for

Never stoppin' never plottin' how they gonna get outta this
When they're better parts of their esophagus is covered in shit
Just to switch up the weather forecast within their owns heads
So it's just the way I said so I'll just go right ahead and call it the end

My brain has called it quits yo I'm done with givin' in
I'm gonna go out and see what living really is
And maybe one day I'll be fit to raise some kids
So my sight's set on paths to obtaining all of this

But it's hard sustaining paces when I'm running in this race
'Cus my heart just starts shakin' and breaks my mental state
So sentimental knowin' that I must have been Heaven sent so...

Chorus
So when we...
Try and stop all the ways that we live
Do we...?
Stop for casual shit talkin' kids
Can we...
Plot another way without raisin' glocks
And then...
Start thinkin' about our time on the clock
So when...?
Can the system finally be cleansed
So then...
Could we be destined to defense
Defend...
This broken world at its end...
Defend...

Family tragedy had to be grabbing me stabbing at me
Until I can't breath. Laughing so sadly just badly jabbing at me
Crawling on my knees as I plead to reverse what's happened to me
And write my destiny, but it's best to be what I'm trusted to be

And I'm glad to be who I'd hoped I would be so please
Back up cut off from society this is my main propriety
So ya think I'm lying this time through these nickels
And these dimes wit fly rhymes well I guess that's fine

But never get in front of what is destined to be mine
And whether this will test me to my limits I will climb
Up to Heaven with a rope made of entwined vines
Second chances are hard to find practically divine

So up out this place I will make my own way
I will take my own days that the system took away
And leave all of this where it fuckin lays

Chorus
So when we...
Try and stop all the ways that we live
Do we...?
Stop for casual shit talkin' kids
Can we...
Plot another way without raisin' glocks
And then...
Start thinkin' about our time on the clock
So when...?
Can the system finally be cleansed
So then...
Could we be destined to defense
Defend...
This broken world at its end...
Defend...

Try and stop all the ways that we live
Defend...
Stoppin' for casual shit talkin' kids
Defend...
Plot another way without raisin' glocks
Defend...
Can we justify the means to the end on a clock
Defend...
Can these systems mission finally be cleansed
Defend...
When we're givin' destined direction to defend
Defend...
And mend the broken stems of a world at its end...
Defend...
Defend...
Defend...