Again, like my first submission, I tried to get a handle on my thoughts and channel them through a genre as instrumental and abstract, yet rigid, as techno. The title is referring to Holding back my feelings for someone who is currently a good friend, but I would like her to be more. This isn't some angsty pop-crap though, this is abstract expression. You won't hear vocals talking about the "cruel world" and whining about life, it is an attempt at turning my computer into an audio canvas. Be completely honest about your thoughts and feelings when listening to it.

Let me know what you think.