Track i recorded to CKCs Haloween Riddim. Please leave any thoughts u have. Tell me what ya think!

Lyrics:

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You bring me down, draggin everything i ever knew
Toss me around, thinkin but ya neva had a clue
I'm locked inside, deep inside my mind
looking for a time i'd get to see the silver line

Verse 1:
They told me, i'd never be, anything that i wanted to be
a worthless useless being with a slothlike mentality
I couldn't cut it just fuck it get stuck in constant repeat
of defeat in the war between my parent and destiny
No rest in me, i'm searchin with the lighthouse of my soul
gaining control of the mishaps and traps steady taking their toll
I've dealt with bullshit the likes of which most have gone insane
and keepin a sane brain on maintain is a definite task in vain
and i can't think, beyond depression and obsession
seems that lifes lesson deals exclusively with stressin
so i had myself commited and hidden, seclusive livin equals less stress givin
but still they saying
Is he crazy? "YUP"
is he insane "Sho''nough"
But still i keep my music rough like a straight up upper cut
see I wont bend or send a messege of defeat
cuz the street is where i live and my home is underneath

Verse 2:

What's the cause that led and fed this anger wanting for bloodshed
Welling up deep inside maybe cuz a friend said that
nobody no nothin, frontin, only leads to u hurtin
show them no matter the chatter u control the stage curtain
Take it up! to the people and show them who u are
far, is the path of humility u just gotta start
Listening! To the true you and do
What's right in your heart not what's said at the pew
I made up my mind, and made it my hearts mission, no more dissin or bitchin
this life's to serious for guessin
no more stressin i'm buildin up ready to over boil
A jack in the box ready with the spring of a coil
The chance is slim to none so unlikely survival
this battle rages on and the ending outcome looks fatal
So never think u can come against with any form of retort
cuz i'm a king in my own right now face judgement in my court!!