For joey...

[Spoken]

Hey man.
I know you hurt now,
I do too.
I just want you to know
I love you man
And I will never hurt you like this again.
I'm so sorry.

[Rapped]
Hey bro never really meant it
I know that says nothing I mean shit
I cut you real deep left you lyin there
the rains fallin bloods cloudin through your hair
We were best friends, at least in my eyes
now those are blind with the tears I cry
Is it sad I don't know whos hurt more
say my goodbye kick me out the door
There was no battle more of a crime
The pain i feel now i'm doin time
walk away while you lie on the floor
You dont want me I want you more
You gain back power despite the hurt
While I fall back still eatin dirt
You've lost something I wish I could see
that special thing is your trust in me
Without it I wont spread my wings and fly
rather have it back for a second to die
I know you feel different for what I did
you are the man, I am the kid
showed me the things needed to learn
still taken lessons if I want to earn
the promise you showed from the time before
still goin strong for whats instore
without your guidance who knows where i'd be
Before I met you I was to blind to see
who I really was what I had done
To the ones around causing a fraction
i haven't changed though you taught
matter of time, this felons been caught
thought i had it, its been taken away
maybe some time it will be here to stay
What am i sayin, thats far from true
I dont side with me, I side with you
lookin at you doin better then ever
gettin faint, blood out by the litre
I know now that the wounds were deep
cause I'm the one cut with the blood to seep
blood falls to the ground at a steady rate
Said it before, was my decision to make
the trust is lost that was said by you
ive also lost bring the tally to two
Because if you cant trust me, why should I
Without you i think that I may die
But I'll keep on goin the only way
afraid of the mirror day by day
in the future when they're healed and gone
I'll keep sayin sorry, this song is done

Composed by MustyElbow