I Keep Tellin' Myself

Lying to myself, I am fighting myself, I am lying to myself, I keep telling myself, I dont need nobody else.

I keep telling myself, I don't need nobody else. I keep telling myself.

Distance, amplified by conflicts.

I create, unconscious, distractions, it's nonsense

confusion is constant.

These voices are constant

Its nonsense, obnoxious

I'm screaming, it's honest

Yeah,

Im finding myself in the corner

I'm at it again. This disorder.

I need to move forward.

The end of my straw has always been shorter.

Im losing my mind to this torture. A crack on the wall, a shell of the former.

Yeah, she was the only thing the only thing that made me feel normal.

Lying to myself, I am fighting myself, I am lying to myself, I keep telling myself, I dont need nobody else.

I keep telling myself, I don't need nobody else. I keep telling myself.

I'm pointing south yeah.

I open my mouth and the words come out yeah.

I'm contradicting what I mean, and what I'm about yeah.

I don't mean what I say, I doubt what I mean yeah. Don't listen to me, you heard it from me, I need you so bad but I won't let me get closer to you, don't need nobody.

Im finding myself in the corner

I'm at it again. disorder.

I need to go forward.

The end of my straw has always been shorter.

Im losing my mind to this torture. A crack on my wall, a shell of the former.

Yeah, she was the only thing that made me feel normal.

Lying to myself, I am fighting myself, I am lying to myself, I keep telling myself, I dont need nobody else.

I keep telling myself, I don't need nobody else. I keep telling myself.