Hey don't say I'm ripping off an idea off of Maddox, but if he wasn't already right. I am right now. I just learned that rejection sucks ass. Hey I just learned that someone wasn't interested in me give me a medal. And I'll put it on my shirt and it will read "Compleate Loser."
Fucking hell.
So anyways...(lets just ignore all the shit that happened with me and my ex) I have been crushing on this girl since the beggining of the year and FINALLY I worked up the courage to ask her out. But right after someone decided to read my horoscope. And it read, and I quote for this Saturday "If you have a bit of an argument this morning over a financial matter, don't let it ruin what's going to be a perfect evening. Perfectly sensual, that is. Treat yourself to only the most delicious things -- in all categories"
Well if all this is between me and my fucking hand then THANK GOD! I'm going to have a lovely night right after I finish sticking my head up my ass where it belongs.
So I actually got courage and I called her struck up a not so interesting conversation, ended up waking her up and I popped it out "hey I was wondering if you wanna do something with me this Saturday." Silence.
Those were the longest fucking 5 seconds of my life.
OH CRAP.
OH CRAP.
OH CRAP.
"uhhh I think I have plans."
BAH MOTHER FUCKING SHIT-COCK! If I wasn't trying to avoid serious injury I would of threw myself out into traffic at that moment. Cause if it wasn't already akward I have to go to school tomorrow and face this get this she's my next door neighbor, her older sister is my sisters friend, and her older brother who can kick my ass is in one of my classes and one of her other brothers is in the same grade as me and pretty soon I just gave him a compleat reason to ridicule me for the rest of my fucking high school years I can hear it now "HA HA YOU GOT REJECTED BY MY SISTER."
Why don't I just go to school tomorrow and lable Loser on everything I own and wear just so people aren't aware of it enough that I am.
What is the lesson learned? Take hints when someone isn't interested, Astrology is bullshit, and well...yeah life sucks at the moment.
I'm just going to be anti-social until the school year ends and hope everyone forgets it by the summer.
