I wrote a song about suicide. its in my projects, not published. not gorey. but pretty explicit. i want to publish it but also i dont want to get in trouble.
its basically a note that allowed myself to come back from depression a few months ago. i return to it when i start to ideate. its helped?? like genuinely?? but also im worried about other people and about being banned bc i love this site.
It's edgy, but not for the sake of it, yk?
SoundCloud explicitly says no suicide, so its not going there. NG terms are unclear, also there was a song a couple years ago about the emotion of suicide that was frontpaged but it definitely wasn't as explicit as what I wrote (which is the moment as you're dying).
also couldn't find a thread on the BBS or a Fulp post about it. but i might also be using the wrong terms to search for idk
wondering if anyone has rules-experience with this sort of thing. I think its pretty divisive from a moral standpoint to post, but i think its something that I haven't been able to shake and have grown to stand by and my friends have said they "like" to listen to when they feel really shitty. Especially recently.