Condolences
All I can say is that I am deeply sorry for your loss... I have a brother too and I can't imagine what it's like to lose someone so close to you... I just need to say that you need to "hang in there" as lots of people often say in situations like this...
We wish you (everyone on this page except for Zephyrlot the demented psychopathic freak) our deepest condolences...
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